Letter to You..

'Its been 3 months already, I'm wishing for 3 years..
30 years..
If possible 300 years with you..
I love you darling'

To see those few lines makes my heart melt, to feel it makes my life heaven..

I've been oblivious all my life. I was living a carefree life, minding my own business without any sense of purpose in life. But at that time, that very moment when those few meaningful lines sank into my heart..I knew.. I knew that now i have a goal, a vision of my life. It was to love you..

Although we've chosen a difficult route in life, with all the bumps and obstacles along the way but with just a glance of your smile everything seems alright..every worry seemed to disappear..like spilled water in the desert every bit of doubt fades away..You know me inside out...And I appreciate you..I promise to cherish you for all time my darling..My beautiful and lovely darling.

It is said that in life God created equal partner for men..Well i can truly say that i've found mine..I love you darling..Love you till the end of time

Forever yours

Now thats what i call a weekend!! haha pt1

Saturday 5/4/08~
Couldn't wait for the weekend...after a week of slaving, complaining, arguing, agreeing, thinking and all d ing's that u could come up with, issie needs a day to spend with the love of his life, Joule...promised her to out for a movie and bring her out to shop for her shoes...sooooooooo this is how the story goes...Once upon a time....

It began with a funny story actually..haha i didn't know that my place(Subang that is) looks different in the daylight compared to night time..Apparently joule lost her way a bit haha had to call me also to confirm where exactly is my house(not kutuking) ..hahah asked her to come in first cos i was not ready yet...and is it a crime to get ready properly?? i call it being a perfectionist(which is true) bt she said i was being a woman(which is totally untrue..blekk)...

After d name calling thingy...we went straight to Pyramid cos Saturday mah..so when got the ticket adi went 2 KFC for our lunch..had Chicken Rice...apparently tat day i wasn't chinese looking enough...y u might ask...cos only got 1 set of fork and spoon..!!!!..me le?? was my malay side showing tat obvious ah?? sooooooo im malay den i proly just use my hand 2 eat ah??!! hmmmmm come 2 think about it...it wasn't a big issue oso hahahah u had 2 b there la i guess hahahahaha ehem...moving on~

After tat we got a whole lot of time 2 spare...so walked around summore...joule was searching 4 her shoes...issie in d mean time was searching for errr well issie la..issie was searching for 'issie' hahaha want 2 knw what or who is 'issie'?? scroll down summore(if u c him adi den err...just scroll down damit..hahahaha)

'issie'(parquet floor nt included)

I promised joule adi tat i was getting it..wouldn't b happy if din get it 4 her den cos i donno when i'll b there again oso woh...hahaha

The movie was>>27 dresses...the time was>> err 2?? yea 2 ahha ehem..joule's been wanting 2 go c tat movie 4 a long time...so being a great guy n a gentleman, issie gladly ajak her 2 go c..hahahah

~Bennie and the Jets....bennie!! BENNIE!!~

the movie was good, it turned out great cos i was sitting nex 2 my beautiful girl..haha was laughing out loud apparently nt at her bt d movie ofcs(who knws la kan ;p)..was feeling sorry oso amidst d happiness...was feeling sorry joule cos ter hit her head so many time when want 2 cuddle..i should whack my arm...WHACK...ok im back..haha

wooooooooo u made tis far ah?? hahaha den i need 2 congratulate u for nt being asleep or tortured 2 death by my lame post..haha n its nt finished yet oso hahaha so here we go again~

after d movie we went around summore was planning to buy a present 4 rishi's(one of my bestie) birthday...rem tat he wanted more shirts and couldn't find time to buy dem...soooooo couldn't let d chance go 2 waste..we searched high n low for it..well nt really la just searched at jusco...hahahha so finally bought him a green shirt with tie summore..it was RM39.00 which is quite cheap woh..eh..n tat reminds me i need 2 pay sum1 sum money...ceh hw can i 4get la..haih..

we walked around 2 search 4 joule's shoes summore(is it me or did i say walked around so many times adi hahaha) while waiting 4 chrissie(joule's bestie n my extended SIS apparently haha) 2 finish her movie...bt den was tired walking adi so we stopped n sat on a bench..to me tis was my favourite part of the day....we were sharing stories..exchanging glances..laughing, smiling and just being with each other..ahha reminds me everytime of the 1st day we talked underneath the moonlight..actually...i think these talk 'session' brought me closer to joule cos i get 2 knw more about her n love her more 4 tat...I love u Joule(hahah saje.. d love was bursting out again)

Later tat evening we(me joule n chrissie) went to Papa Rich 4 dinner...me n joule had err nasi goreng special?? err yeah2 Nasi goreng special ahhahaha please feel free 2 scroll 4 d pics guess it will tell u more about d dish



joule had tis 2 drink...which was err what was it again...errr...i'll get back 2 u on tat hahaha or betta still ask her can oso hahaha...mine?? err its d all time favourite skyjuice ahhaha

think tats all 4 nw la hahaha guess i'll continue sunday stuff nex time la k ahhah till nex time~~~~

Ode to a Beautiful Girl..

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes. (When You Look Me in the Eyes, Jonas Brothers)

Its been a while since i smiled so wide and laughed so hard and most of it is with You...
So here i am, sitting in reflection and stumbling in attempting to catch what ever warmth that You have blessed me with...
i was once lost in the Forest of Uncertainties, going round in circles never seeing the light and still Melancholy burdens me like weights chained to my tired soul, but then You came...
You came with a smile and banished all my sadness and fears away..
Your eyes brought light to my darkened days and in an instant Melancholy gave way to her kin Love...

i may not show most of my feelings to the world but i cant help it when it comes to You..
You bring out the child in me and just like a clown Your attention fills me with ecstasy...
All of a sudden i've became acquainted with Emotion and friends with Passion...
i really do love You..
i love You with all my heart and i would do anything just to make you happy
Forget Pain and Sadness...
For i am here always...
by Your side always.....

You're my Love..
my Life...
my Beautiful Girl..

The Beginning..

Oit..Leading a more stressful lifestyle nowadays..soooo thought this would help in relieving some of them...lets just say its a bit of therapy for issie which evidently rhymes huahuahua..err ehem..as u can c from the post-stress trauma, issie needs this haha well just an introductory thingy..hope 2 bring forth more demons or even some good stuff in here sooooooo for those reading this please wait for the loading screen(if it didn't came out then just imagine it k) haha i always say my life is a drama so some things are bound to happen whether it be humiliating, sad, silly or just plain ecstasy, so keep on hoping haha and this is a bit of info please use your imagination when reading some of my stuff, i like the idea of having Keats(thats John Keats if you're wondering) application in my writing to give it more impact haha ok enough of my blabbering, just like the those famous words of the often hard-to-spell terminator ehem I'll be back(with d whole accent thingy)