Letters To My Darling-Letter VII

29 days and counting

Hello Darling!!! I just came back from the theory class at Metro Driving Academy and thank God what Darling and me hoped for came true. The person or should i say people(there were two) who conducted the class made it rather interesting. So I can safely say that I managed not to sleep in class hahaha...Don't think I was the oldest there(judging by people appearance la haha) but still just like what Darling said not much communication also haha...

There was one character that stands out from the crowd. There's this one guy who never stop to finish the instructor's sentence plus answering things loudly and not right at all. At first it was entertaining to see him do that but then as time goes on it became annoying and I was like saying SHUT UP!! so many times inside hahahaha.

Instructor: Kite mesti memperlahan kan ke..

X: KERETA!!

Instructor: Berapa markah dimerit??

X:13!!(the answer was 10)

Well you get the picture hahaha. The equation for the thing was Ehem...

(Continuous Finish+Wrong Answers)x(High Volume)=Me being annoyed

Hahaha all in all the class was ok. Next for me is to study the book and try the questions from the CD to get me ready for the Law test. Don't really know when to take it. We'll see whether it's the coming week or next Sunday if I'm confident enough.

Hope Darling enjoy yourself going out with Christie even if there were complications before. Darling deserve to have fun there after all the stress you gathered here. Good to know that Darling will get to eat Dim Sum tomorrow ahha MUAHHHHHHHHHH

Okie till next time Darling..

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter VI

30 days and counting

Afternoon Darling~~ Already had your lunch?? hahaha It's now a habit for me to sleep late and wake up late. How better to show that I'm in holiday mode right haha Nothing much to do during the hols la..The usual agenda being playing game, DOTA to be exact hahaha Will be working out throughout the day in short intervals and the err "focused workout session" would be late at night hahaha Enough of the nonsense intro, on to the post..Ehem

Today my thoughts are fully concentrated on tomorrow's class hahaha you know la me and my hardworking brain thinking a lot. Will be at the class from 9-5 or was it 9-4 haha forgot. Tomorrow hopefully I can reset my clock so that i could wake up early because I need to be at the centre by 8am...NVM~~~ Guess that would be a norm in my later years hahaha

You know what darling...After your call last night, It made me realise one thing...That I really miss you and that's why I keep on writing these letters. In a way, I feel as though by writing these letters, I'm talking to straight my lovely Darling. Sharing whatever feelings and events that I encounter while your away. That said, you're right the second time too saying that I write a lot here so that you wouldn't worry as much if I've told told you that I miss you..

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Was visiting Darling's old blog last night, don't know why, feeling sentimental perhaps. Guess what..It still made me smile when i read it. reading all about those past memories before you said yes. Quite the drama hahaha It's a testament to our past that was filled wit ups and down and its for our future reminiscence..I'll keep on reading it MUAHHHHHHHHHH

"Last Friday was the day which I made my confession, a day which I've decided to listen to my heart. I've been ignoring my heart and was listening to my head all this while until I realised that I can no longer hold the feelings. He's simply so loving that a girl could resist. I thought I was everything to him but now seems like he's my everything as well. I've never thought that a simple confession and change of status will change everything. Seems like he was holding himself back for every single word he told me last time. Ever since I've decided to give a try with him, everything changed, to something better, something I've never thought I'll get. I'm happy. ^_^"

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter V

31 days and counting

Oit Darling~ haha I think it's been ages since I oited u hahaha MUAH. Well on to the topic of the day. Today, after Friday prayers Yem brought me to enrol at Metro Driving Academy. Yeah I know..FINALLY right hahaha It's better now rather than when my life really gets busy. I'll be going to the theory class on Sunday. You know what Darling, before this I ever imagined that I got the license already and that I could drive so that I can drive you around and not the other way round. I really felt sad to see you being stressed out during the drive back to KL from Cameron. I'll do my best ok darling so that I can lessen your burden and really ehem... I WANT TO DRIVE hahhahaha MUAHHHHHHhhhhHHHH

Today's post is a bit short but guess it'll do for now hahahah till next time then..

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter IV

32 days and counting

DaRliNG~~ hahaha today the post is a bit late because I was busy doing something. Want to see what I did?? well probably you saw it already hahaha yea..It's been awhile since I did an artwork so I decided to do one. I drew it last night while waiting for the MU game to start. Turned out good if I do say so myself(note this is not self-bragging k hahaha)

Oh ya, I'm feeling better today. Body's not feeling weak anymore. Issie's strong mah that's why huahuahua owh and I found out that I'm not going back to Perlis this weekend. My parents wants to go back on the 25th. Hmmm I still don't know whether I'll be following because of the food tasting thing but we'll see la

Ehem..How are you darling?? haha Miss you mah. Waiting for your message but still it didn't come. Probably Darling is tired and will message later. I'll wait hahha

Ok lo Darling, That's today's post. We'll see what's install for tommorow..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you, I miss you and I'm waiting

Letters To My Darling-Letter III

33 days and counting

Darling today I woke up with the most excruciating pain. I had a soar throat. I hated having sore throat the most, more than having flu or fever. At least when it comes to flu and fever you don't really feel the pain sensation but when it comes to sore throat, you'll feel it every time you swallow your own saliva and you'll make it worse if you didn't. On top of that my body is feeling weak all around. Don't really know what's happening. Hmmmm maybe i outdid myself by exercising too much. Guess my body was not like it used to be. I need to go slow.

I'm writing this here and not telling you in my messages because I don't want you to worry about me. Your darling here still can 'tahan' hahaha So don't worry la k( well technically you won't worry also because you're not aware of it hahaha MUAH)

Okie till next time...I'll be thinking of you

P.s-I love you and I miss you

Letters To My Darling-Letter II

34 Days and counting

Guten Tag Darling haha today I didn't do much as usual. Woke up at 11 or 12 I don't remember haha because spent the night watching football match. Suppose Idris was to watch the match because its a Liverpool game but nevermind I didn't really have much to do plus he asked me to wake him up during half-time. Well I did stayed till half-time to wake him up but he flew to far in his dreams already and didn't wake up hahaha After that watched for awhile then as usual ter-slept la hahaha come to think about it, who switched off the tele ah??? hahahah

Today was more boring than usual because Darling is not online. So I was like err do I really need to on my MSN and YM again??? hahaha Come to think about it, I didn't really use IM to chat with others, I used it to chat with Darling hahaha Nevermind..I'll find things to do while you're away like getting smaller hahahah I'm in the process of shrinking already. Hopefully I'll shrink in time la hahaha just as Juan said that I need to suprise people hahaha

Oh ya..I might be going back to Arau, Perlis on Friday till Tuesday so the discussion with Rishi I'll do it the following day ok..Ok la darling this is it for today. I'll write again tommorow k..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you(hahah does this ring a bell..EH!! I haven't return you the book yet kan AIYA later I'll give it back k hahah)

Letters To My Darling-Letter I

35 days and counting

Today Darling is going back to her hometown KK and I can't help feeling a bit saddened by the fact that I wont be able to see her for the whole month plus 4 days. I promised her that I would update my blog so that when she can online there in Sabah she'll know what I've been up to and so that she won't miss me too much.

Last night I was really down hearing the fact that Darling's mother want's her to do her practical back there in Sabah. To tell you the truth the same melancholic feeling that I've felt in the past seemed to creep back in at that very moment. At that very moment, I was torn between my head and my heart. On one hand, my heart tells me...

KEEP HOLDING ON TO HER, DON'T EVER LET HER GO

On the other, My head tells me...

DO THE RIGHT THING, LET HER BE HAPPY WITH HER FAMILY THERE

All I can say to her at that time was sorry.

"SORRY??!! WHY DID I SAY SORRY??!!"

Darling, I didn't mean it that way. I'm not sorry for loving you, never will i say that for I really do love you. Love is not an accident for me.

I'm sorry for putting you all through this..
I'm sorry for creating a mountain..
I'm sorry for being a secret for you to keep,
When it was really to be a great news for you to share with your family..
I'm sorry...

I'm not sorry for loving you..
Not even when things got tough for us..
I'm not sorry for having you..
Regret was never at my side when I confessed to you..
I'm not sorry...

I WILL HOLD ON TO YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO

HEART>HEAD

I LOVE YOU & WILL MISS YOU

P.s I'll be alright here, you go and have fun with your family and friends there ok. Say hi on my behalf and wish all of them a happy birthday