Letters To My Darling-Letter IV

32 days and counting

DaRliNG~~ hahaha today the post is a bit late because I was busy doing something. Want to see what I did?? well probably you saw it already hahaha yea..It's been awhile since I did an artwork so I decided to do one. I drew it last night while waiting for the MU game to start. Turned out good if I do say so myself(note this is not self-bragging k hahaha)

Oh ya, I'm feeling better today. Body's not feeling weak anymore. Issie's strong mah that's why huahuahua owh and I found out that I'm not going back to Perlis this weekend. My parents wants to go back on the 25th. Hmmm I still don't know whether I'll be following because of the food tasting thing but we'll see la

Ehem..How are you darling?? haha Miss you mah. Waiting for your message but still it didn't come. Probably Darling is tired and will message later. I'll wait hahha

Ok lo Darling, That's today's post. We'll see what's install for tommorow..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you, I miss you and I'm waiting

Letters To My Darling-Letter III

33 days and counting

Darling today I woke up with the most excruciating pain. I had a soar throat. I hated having sore throat the most, more than having flu or fever. At least when it comes to flu and fever you don't really feel the pain sensation but when it comes to sore throat, you'll feel it every time you swallow your own saliva and you'll make it worse if you didn't. On top of that my body is feeling weak all around. Don't really know what's happening. Hmmmm maybe i outdid myself by exercising too much. Guess my body was not like it used to be. I need to go slow.

I'm writing this here and not telling you in my messages because I don't want you to worry about me. Your darling here still can 'tahan' hahaha So don't worry la k( well technically you won't worry also because you're not aware of it hahaha MUAH)

Okie till next time...I'll be thinking of you

P.s-I love you and I miss you

Letters To My Darling-Letter II

34 Days and counting

Guten Tag Darling haha today I didn't do much as usual. Woke up at 11 or 12 I don't remember haha because spent the night watching football match. Suppose Idris was to watch the match because its a Liverpool game but nevermind I didn't really have much to do plus he asked me to wake him up during half-time. Well I did stayed till half-time to wake him up but he flew to far in his dreams already and didn't wake up hahaha After that watched for awhile then as usual ter-slept la hahaha come to think about it, who switched off the tele ah??? hahahah

Today was more boring than usual because Darling is not online. So I was like err do I really need to on my MSN and YM again??? hahaha Come to think about it, I didn't really use IM to chat with others, I used it to chat with Darling hahaha Nevermind..I'll find things to do while you're away like getting smaller hahahah I'm in the process of shrinking already. Hopefully I'll shrink in time la hahaha just as Juan said that I need to suprise people hahaha

Oh ya..I might be going back to Arau, Perlis on Friday till Tuesday so the discussion with Rishi I'll do it the following day ok..Ok la darling this is it for today. I'll write again tommorow k..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you(hahah does this ring a bell..EH!! I haven't return you the book yet kan AIYA later I'll give it back k hahah)

Letters To My Darling-Letter I

35 days and counting

Today Darling is going back to her hometown KK and I can't help feeling a bit saddened by the fact that I wont be able to see her for the whole month plus 4 days. I promised her that I would update my blog so that when she can online there in Sabah she'll know what I've been up to and so that she won't miss me too much.

Last night I was really down hearing the fact that Darling's mother want's her to do her practical back there in Sabah. To tell you the truth the same melancholic feeling that I've felt in the past seemed to creep back in at that very moment. At that very moment, I was torn between my head and my heart. On one hand, my heart tells me...

KEEP HOLDING ON TO HER, DON'T EVER LET HER GO

On the other, My head tells me...

DO THE RIGHT THING, LET HER BE HAPPY WITH HER FAMILY THERE

All I can say to her at that time was sorry.

"SORRY??!! WHY DID I SAY SORRY??!!"

Darling, I didn't mean it that way. I'm not sorry for loving you, never will i say that for I really do love you. Love is not an accident for me.

I'm sorry for putting you all through this..
I'm sorry for creating a mountain..
I'm sorry for being a secret for you to keep,
When it was really to be a great news for you to share with your family..
I'm sorry...

I'm not sorry for loving you..
Not even when things got tough for us..
I'm not sorry for having you..
Regret was never at my side when I confessed to you..
I'm not sorry...

I WILL HOLD ON TO YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO

HEART>HEAD

I LOVE YOU & WILL MISS YOU

P.s I'll be alright here, you go and have fun with your family and friends there ok. Say hi on my behalf and wish all of them a happy birthday

Yes..I am a Naruto fan(repeat it 10x)

haha as stated, this would be a post on Naruto. Friday's the day that I will get my weekly fix of Naruto. It's the day that I would say I'll anticipate for the whole week because the latest chapter of the Naruto Manga will come out hahaha. It's a weekly post you see and theintensity or the suspense is killing me ahahaa You know curiousity killed the cat?? Well in my case it didn't really kill me but eats me bit by bit and I'm not a cat, I'm a LION huahuahuahua You know August LEO..LION..Get it?? SIGH guess its lame haha anyway~~~~ This weeks post is about one of my favourite characters, KAKASHI well..this few weeks is centered around him la hahaha You would do good if you download it yourself too hahah here's the link NARUTOFAN.COM(hmmm I've noticed that I've been linking more nowadays hahaha well just learned how that's why ahhaha)

Till next time Tschus~~

Exams Over.....Wohooo?

Well this semester's exam is not really over yet. Tomorrow's the last paper and its German. To tell you the truth, I'm not really worried about it. What I'm more concerned with is the feeling that i felt during the whole exam period. Usually during this time I'll be scouring books and the net for salvation and ways to solve tricky(tricky usually due to lack of study on my part la hahaha) questions but this time around I've taken a rather lax approach to the whole thing.

I've been wondering why but didn't really find any plausible answer. Aber(haha see I'm still practicing my german) I came to device a hypothesis on my recent condition. I'm actually at that point where my Uni life is about end and nearing my working life and after all the projects and presentations I felt as though I'm ready for a new challenge in life. Not to sound too cocky but i feel that all these while I've been hiding my own potential and now is the time that I need to explore what i can achieve in life with my abilities, abilities that I've honed during my great and educational Uni experience. I guess that is also one of the reason that I decided to try and manage the Uni's cafe(if you're new to the cafe thing you should see Darling's Excitement vs Restlessness piece and don't be too lazy just click the link haha ) together with Darling, Rishi and Kecik. New challenge and new experience. We'll see what may come from it all and maybe then I'll be wishing for a more typical student life hahahaha.

Good luck to me, good luck to Darling, good luck to Rishi and good luck to Kecik. Lets make the Cafe our next great adventure.

GAMBARE!!!!!
(It's like a need to put it in hahaha)

Yeah, It's that time of the month..

WE'RE 8 ALREADY DARLING!!!!!!
AND WE'LL GROW MORE TOGETHER
MAY ALL OUR DAYS BE HAPPY AND MERRY

REMEMBER OUR PAST, LIVE OUR PRESENT, DREAM OF OUR FUTURE



I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL..

XOXOXOXO