Saturday, December 6, 2008

Letters To My Darling-Letter VI

30 days and counting

Afternoon Darling~~ Already had your lunch?? hahaha It's now a habit for me to sleep late and wake up late. How better to show that I'm in holiday mode right haha Nothing much to do during the hols la..The usual agenda being playing game, DOTA to be exact hahaha Will be working out throughout the day in short intervals and the err "focused workout session" would be late at night hahaha Enough of the nonsense intro, on to the post..Ehem

Today my thoughts are fully concentrated on tomorrow's class hahaha you know la me and my hardworking brain thinking a lot. Will be at the class from 9-5 or was it 9-4 haha forgot. Tomorrow hopefully I can reset my clock so that i could wake up early because I need to be at the centre by 8am...NVM~~~ Guess that would be a norm in my later years hahaha

You know what darling...After your call last night, It made me realise one thing...That I really miss you and that's why I keep on writing these letters. In a way, I feel as though by writing these letters, I'm talking to straight my lovely Darling. Sharing whatever feelings and events that I encounter while your away. That said, you're right the second time too saying that I write a lot here so that you wouldn't worry as much if I've told told you that I miss you..

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Was visiting Darling's old blog last night, don't know why, feeling sentimental perhaps. Guess what..It still made me smile when i read it. reading all about those past memories before you said yes. Quite the drama hahaha It's a testament to our past that was filled wit ups and down and its for our future reminiscence..I'll keep on reading it MUAHHHHHHHHHH
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Last Friday was the day which I made my confession, a day which I've decided to listen to my heart. I've been ignoring my heart and was listening to my head all this while until I realised that I can no longer hold the feelings. He's simply so loving that a girl could resist. I thought I was everything to him but now seems like he's my everything as well. I've never thought that a simple confession and change of status will change everything. Seems like he was holding himself back for every single word he told me last time. Ever since I've decided to give a try with him, everything changed, to something better, something I've never thought I'll get. I'm happy. ^_^"

P.s-I love you

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