Letters To My Darling-Letter XXXI

5 days and counting

Darling~ Today I went to uni to settle some Cafe stuff and see prof because she asked for help from me and Rishi yesterday. We met at Bala as usual in the morning. There I came to know that Rishi was lectured by his whole family about the cafe. Felt sorry for him the whole day. They we're disagreeing on the whole cafe idea especially when we didn't have any DCA students to help us. The one day one menu was also talked about. I believe that they did that because they were worried that we, especially Rishi is getting ourselves into a sticky situation by our own doing.

So the first order of the day was to see Mr. Zainal about the DCA students and as Rishi predicted none replied favourably. Most of them still have doubts about it. Mr. Zainal did on the other hand say that he'll try again. Well the best is what we got to hope for.

Then we went to see prof for our task haha. We were to convert all the Kuala Kangsar booklet into a single document. Thought can really do deceive at times hahaha because we all thought that it'll be a piece of cake. It's sure wasn't hahahah Minutes turned to hours. We took around an hour and a half to convert a booklet and there is 14 of them. So Rishi took 7 and I took 7. Due date is Friday. The plus side of it all was that prof treated us to lunch at Aladdin. THANK YOU PROF!!! haha

Guess the semester started early for both of us hahahah Well as I told you before..I don really mind haha. Till next time ok Darling MUAHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXX

6 days and counting

Darling~ Today I went to Uni for the two meetings(with Mr. Zainal and Mr. Fakrul). Mr. Zainal said he'll try to call the students and ask them whether they're interested in joining the cafe operations. We'll find out the result tomorrow and hopefully its a positive result. Atleast 3 or 4 students would do the trick. Mr. Zainal also suggested that we try to ask DCA students who are still studying whether they're interested in doing their clock-in there at the cafe. We need to think or incentives to give to the students if not we wont be able to attract them that much.

Next we went to see Mr Fakrul to talk about the changes in the menu. Nothing much to talk about actually. He told us o see Din about the purchasing of ingredients. So we went to Din and asked him about the procedure and he briefed us on what to do. With our stomachs singing hahaha we went to Bala for lunch.

Later, we went to see Kak Lin to ask about the schedule for next semester. This is where we were stopped by prof and asked about the Kuala Kangsar thing ahahahaha Guess there was a magnet in my bag hahaha She asked us to help her document the Kuala Kangsar into a report and with the reward of free lunch hahahaha So tomorrow, me and Rishi will be at UNITAR again hahaha It's not really a complain. Actually felt good to be back at university(no I'm not lying hahaha)

We'll see what tomorrow may bring. MUahhhhhhhhhhh

P.s-I love you and I know you're still reading hahaha

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXIX

7 days and counting

Darling~ There's one week left and then I can see you. Well technically if I saw you on Sunday it would be six days left hahaha Well today is another mundane day for me. Nothing much happened other than the fact that i cahtted with Rishi for the first time using both MSN and YM hahahah You know what Darling...Just now I felt the same feeling as the time that I startred to chat with you. Rishi didn't use any 'haha' or 'hehe' in the conversation and the tone was a bit monotonous. Really reminds me of Darling at that very moment hahaha Muahhhhhhhhh Silly me I guess, being all sentimental haha

Tomorrow hopefully we'll be able to solve the manpower problem when we(Rishi and me) meet both Mr. Zainal and Mr. Fakrul. I have a good feeling about it. Atleast three people would be ok I think for us to run the Cafe. We need to show them and everyone that we can do it. Hopefully this would be one of the many stepping stones to greater things in life.

WE CAN DO IT!!!

Tomorrow I'll let you know on the results of bothe meetings ok. MUahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

P.s-I love you and Uncle Bun if you're reading...ehem..HI!!!!! haha

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXVIII

8 days and counting

Haha Darling..Today I went to my err is it cousin err NEVERMIND!! Ahem lets start over shall we..Today~ I went to my relatives engagement ceremony haha I wasn't really that close with him but Yem was. We known each other back at Perlis when we went back there when we were kids. So you can say that we're err childhood friends who is also our relative if that makes sense hahaahha Well he is the son of my mum's cousin so go figure hahaha.

We were told to be there by 10. Well we were a bit late but apparently when we got there we were told that we're going to the bride's house at around 12.30. So yea we stayed and wait. Today the groom is going to the bride's house to ask for her hand in marriage(Explaining to Darling who most probably is confuse at what exactly is happening haha). The groom is also bring offerings to the bride's family and in this case they prepared 21 set of offerings. The err do you call it dowry ah?? hahah well 'that' is RM12,345. Yes I'm serious hahaha but they agreed that they will pay half now and the rest during the wedding ceremony.

Enough of facts, now on to my story ahhaha Well we waited till 12.30, then we found out that it will be delayed again. This time its 1.30 so we were like nevermind we already waited this long, might as well. Then it was delayed again haih to 2.30pm. "They better make sure that the food they will serve(at that moment) is good" so I thought. After praying, we got to the bride's house. Me, Yem, Ila and Yaya helped to carry the offerings. We walked to the house accompanied by the beating of the 'kompang' and not to mention the flashes of cameras ahahaha

Inside, we arranged the offerings so it would look nice and so the ceremony could start. After a session of 'Pantun-memantun', prayers and picture taking the ceremony was over. Well not quite. It's 'MAKAN TIME' hahahhaha. Well it was okok only la, nothing special actually. Yea and that was the end of today's event hahaha couldn;t really make it interesting for Darling purely because it wasn't hahahahaha

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXVII

9 days and counting

Darling~~ I think today is the worst day blog-wise because of the non-existence of things to write about hahahah but still I'll write so that Darling will know that hahaha. Tomorrow would be better I think haha because tomorrow I'm following to a relatives engagement ceremony and probably can take pictures so Darling can see how I'm doing here hahaha Yup!! lets hope for the best hahah

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXVI

10 days and counting

Muah to Darling~~ Today for a change I have things to share ahaha Well its about time right. How long would you(readers) want to suffer while reading my BLA BLA BLAs right hahaha. Today two things happened well not really only two but they are the ones that is worth mention...I think hahaha

You know the part where I rambled about the license thingy?? Well I went to pick it up today. Before, I had pictured it to be more of a hyper moment...You know..Getting your license(Ya ya I know its just L) but in fact I was like.....Owh, ok thanks...hahahahah After this is the hours that i need to spend practicing my driving. One thing that stuck in my mind is the thing that the person at Metro-Who if you are concerned about is called Kak Normah-said. She said you're not allowed to drive around the house with that L license ok. Of course I wouldn't SHISH....Rishi if you're reading this forget our conversation hahahahah AHEM!! Well how am I suppose to improve then before the test if I didn't drive SIGH...Nevermind...I'll probably do the hours on Saturdays seeing that I wont have much time during the weekdays. We'll see how it goes...

The other thing that I'm sharing today is ahem...I GOT MY EXAM RESULTS TODAY!!!! hahahaha What?? Can't blame me for being a little bit crazy right. Last semester's subjects were Food Production, Food and Beverage, Housekeeping and Foreign Language. Things didn't came out as i thought it would...Well~ some of it la hahaha I got A+ for foreign language, A's for Food Production and Food & Beverage and B+ for Housekeeping. I was actually more worried about getting low marks for my Food Production paper rather than Housekeeping. Well guess that's how it goes. Ahem "Life is like a box of chocolates...You never know what you'll get"(those who have an eye for detail would know where this line comes from) All in all, I'm happy with my results. The results brings me close to one my goals in life. GRADUATE with 1st CLASS HONOURS(see how I did the subliminal message thing?? hahaha) Now my CGPA is 3.6 just on the border so my only way to achieve that is up. Yeah up, up and away as they say.

GAMBARE!!!

Okie Darling that's it for today. Till next time MUAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXV

11 days and counting

Darling~~ I think today is the latest post that I've posted being 11.30pm and all. Sometimes I feel down because of the lack of things to share with Darling. Don't want Darling to feel bored when reading my blog(I'm sure there some of you who are). Alas I'm not a very exciting person am I but I hope I did ok for Darling MUAHHHHHHHHH

I found out today that my L license was done for the past three days. I was a bit annoyed on that fact because if I didn't ask I wouldn't have known and would've wasted time..SIGH...The person from Metro messaged me on Friday saying that the license is already processed and I might get it tomorrow(which was then Saturday the 20th). So I was like...OK I'll wait for it. I waited and waited, still no call or message. So I thought that it wasn't done yet till today SIGH Probably will go and get it tomorrow.

Ok Darling I'm done for today or tonight to be exact. Sorry for the rather depressing post. Tlak to you next time MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXIV

12 days and counting

Oit2 to Darling and company hahaha yala later someone will say that I'm ignoring again haha Actually been waiting for Darling to online because I didn't really have anything to write about as usual ahahaha Now Darling is here, Ideas will flow like waterfall or like Darling's runny nose when flu-time hahaha Yup any second now. The ideas will come.

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Ok they're not coming as I though they would hahaha Quite normal when your in hibernation mode hahaha Uik whats with Sunshine??? Keep on popping in and out. I know la. Don't have to remind me what tomorrow is hahaha Oh ya If you're reading, I'm still waiting for you bring it on and produce a come back of quality ahhaha

Darling I know last night you were talking about DROOLING and Vien's brother's lamb chop but today you can continue DROOLING because my dinner for today was also lamb chop huahuahua Too bad Darling's not here to taste it ahha

Really happy that Darling have time to spare and being able to be with friends. Don't worry about ter-ignore me k. No biggie..I wont "terase" haha Darling just have fun there k and I want to see a lot of pictures k hahah MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh ya hopefully we'll get good results on Friday(if really it comes out on Friday la. U know la UNITAR)

LETS GRADUATE WITH 1st CLASS HONOURS!!!!!

Ok la I'll Darling get back to the party hahaha HAVE FUN K...DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME...

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XIII

13 days and counting

Darling~~~ Tuesday is another day in the BLA BLA BLA category hahaha Nothing interesting seemed to crop up for me to write. I don't know why maybe I am really that boring..hmmmmm~ Guess so la.

The only thing that made my day is DARLING CALLED!!!! hahahaha I'm actually now multitasking. Writing the blog and talking to Darling. Yes it's happening live ladies and gentlemen hahahaha. Yes Darling is cute(this is the current conversation ahhaha) and yes I will watch CSI with Darling hahaha Enough later Darling will be blushing( which if Darling is reading now probably will be smiling MUAHHHHHHH)

Ok Darling till next time MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXII

14 days and counting

Today is the day that my whole body screams out OUCH!!! hahaha Guess its the after-effects of yesterday's futsal game. Well I can't really complain. What do you expect right. Playing two hours of futsal without conditioning yourself properly haha Walking is a chore when your in this state haha

I REALLY NEED TO WORKOUT MORE HAIH

Got a bubbletalk from Darling today. Truly it made my mundane day seemed brighter. Can't help smiling when I heard it. Darling must be tired working there but still took time to do something for silly old(not literally) me MUAHHHHHHHHHHHH

Another two weeks to go Darling and feeling excited haha Can't wait to see you. I miss you Darling~~ (^....^)

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XXI

15 days and counting

Muah Darling..I know you're taking a nap right now that is why I didn't want to bother you. Today, after planning for awhile, I went and play futsal with Idris. Been awhile since I played a good game of football/futsal. Left at 8.30 and came back at aound 12.30 hahahaha

Wasn't really enjoying the game fully. I don't know why(well actually I do haha). I played with Idris's friendsand I can safely say that I wouldn't want to play football/futsal with them again. They lack discipline and couldn't defend the ball if their lives depended on it. Instead of coming back to defend after attacking they just stood there or just walk back. Could you imagine me defending against three guys at the same time haih. Kids nowadays. It wouldn't happen if I played with my friends. We attack and defended together. Haih I miss playing footbal/futsal with them la.

Just now I saw the advert for Australia the movie. I've actually been meaning to see it and really wanted to see it with Darling. Hopefully we'll get the chance to see it together. Hopefully can paktoh somemore before things get hectic. We'll see about that.

Okie Darling..That's about it from me today. Till next time(note I didn't put tomorrow because I don't know when I can post another WAH~ post hahaha I can BLA BLA BLA everyday haha)

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XX

16 days and counting

Darling~~ When I started this whole thing, I never imagined myself writing this much of letters to you. Guess the major factor in me producing 'literature' haha is you and the fact that I miss you sooooooooooooooooo much hahaha Yes I do. 31 letters in a month, I hope I can suprise you and even myself by being able to do that. About the content, well I wouldn't know hahaha Whether it'll be either WAH~ or BLA BLA BLA you just need to read on and find out( If you didn't know this is the BLA BLA BLA post hahaha).

Before this I told you that I was going back to Perlis next week right. Apparently its off again. I think its because of the condition of my father. Hmmmmm hopes he will be well. I know Darling is worried about him and worried about my health too but I just want you to know that I'll promise to take good care of myself. I wouldn't want Darling to worry too much. A bit still can la hahahahaha MUAAHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XIX

17 days and counting

Last night I had a bad dream. A dream that made me sad when I woke up. I dreamt of Darling leaving me. People might interpret this as an anxiety of mine and a constant thought. To tell you the truth, I wouldn't deny that fact. It's always been there at the back of my mind. If you have found the person who you want to grow old with you wouldn't want to let go wouldn't you. Only fools would gladly and easily let go of someone so precious. Someone who knows you inside-out, a person who loves you for all your flaws and accepting the person that you are. I am a fool but I'm not 'that' fool. I love you Darling and like the song, thank you for loving me(Breaks into the song).

"DARLING, I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU"

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XVIII

18 days and counting

Haha Darling is probably wondering where is today's post. Well~~~ Been searching high and low for material to put in today's letter but nothing comes up. It's one of those days again I guess. Was hoping to write Darling a full month supply of letters hahaha but won't be able to do it because I'll be going back to Perlis in the coming week. forgot for how long. A few days I reckon.

Well now I actually got another thing to play rather than DOTA hahah It keeps me preoccupied I guess. Playing FIFAOnline 2(Online football game for Darling to understand haha). What?? I needed the change hahaha yala2 still another game hahaha

Okie Darling..Hopefully tomorrow I can share few more interesting stuff for Darling haha

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XVII

19 days and counting

Morning Darling...Today while I was rummaging through my hard-drive I found few songs that has been awhile since I played them. One of those songs really takes me back when I was praying and hoping that if only I can have you. So today, just for sentimental reasons, I'd like to share the song again haha Darling will know what song....MUAHHHHHHHHH

ONLY HOPE

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write
Over and over again
I'm awake and in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and
Over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now You're my only hope

Sing to me of the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
And laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have
For me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now You're my only hope

I give You my apathy
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now You're my only hope

To me the Switchfoot's version appeals to me more haha Just like how it sounds more compared to the Mandy Moore's version. The feel of the song is right...It was the same as I felt at that very moment of my life. Ironically, the person who introduced it to me was none other than Darling haha muahhhhhhhhhhhh

I MISS YOU DARLING

P.s-I love you and I pray to be only yours

Letters To My Darling-Letter XVI

20 days and counting

Hmmmmmm...I'm sad today. I'm sad because Darling is sick and not feeling well. Wish I can hug Darling right now. I wish Darling will get well soon. I miss you Darling, miss you so much...MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you and get well soon

Letters To My Darling-Letter XV

21 days and counting

Oit-oit Darling~ Today supposedly I was to attend the six hours class at Metro, three hours of theory and three hours of what I thought to be the physical servicing of the car. Well I was right on the three hours theory class but instead of the servicing thing we were to jump straight in the car hahaha I was feeling excited plus nervouse because wasn't really mentally prepared for it mah hahaha but atleast I enjoyed myself learning the how-to's and do-and-donts of the whole car driving deal.

It wasn't really as hard as I first thought(after hearing all the 'boleh pakai' testimonials of my friends haha). I was a bit confused on the parking bit hahaha need to remember the points in parking. The point 1, 7 and 1 again ahhaha and another thing that bothers me a bit is the car which was a Kancil. Clearly not for me size-wise haha It was really difficult for me to press the pedals properly.

Oooh the other thing was the accelerator. I was nervous when I stepped on it for the first time. Never thought that a slight push can make the car fly ahahaha. Need to work on that and the parking thing. I should be fine for the rest of the test in 'Bahagian II'

'Bahagian III' is the road test. I know that I'm not ready for that yet, so I need to work hard on my confidence and focus while driving...GAMBARE!!!!

TODAY I HAD FUN!!!!!

Ok Darling till next time..MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XIV

22 days and counting

Darling!!!!! HAPPY 9 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! hahaha muahhhhhhhhh May we have more to come in the future. It's already been 9 month Darling and still we're going strong. I still remember the day you said yes to me. I was flying and was stuck at the ceiling for a moment haha I was happy, I am happy and I will be happy hahaha

As you know Darling, today i took the Law test for my driving license. I was suppose to take it at SS15 but somehow the server was down there so I had to take it near the Metro Driving Academy at Kampung Subang near the Subang Airport. I actually felt alright going there but maybe with a bit of anxiety la hahaha Those butterflies keep coming~ hahaha

When I was doing the test, questions that I never saw came and there were some which was rather confusing ahaha When I answered all the questions and got the result somehow the nervousness was still there because I completely forgot what I got when the lady asked hahahahah Then she went to check the result for herself and came back saying that I got 46 hahaha Only at that time was my heart stopped pumping blood 100km/hour(note the terminology hahaha)

Another thing is that before taking the test, I heard that yesterday the total candidates that came to take the test was around 300. I was like WHAT!!! If today is the same, then I'll be there for awhile. In the end, don't know whether it's because we came there early or what, the total candidates that came was little around 17. THANK GOD hahaha

Had to wait for other students to finish their "Bengkel", only then I can go back. Meanwhile I read the marketing book that I borrowed from the library the other day. Found that the book was really good. Even got few ideas that we can implement on the Cafe haha

Ok Darling that's all for today. MUAHHHHHHH have fun at the party.

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XIII

23 days and counting

Darling Darling Darling~~ hahaha For today's post I want to share with Darling another song that I've been meaning to download but never did. Well downloaded it already haha Maybe Darling jeard it already but I don't care..Want to share also hahahah Its by Celine Dion. Really reminds me of Darling hahah You'll see....

Falling Into You

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you (falling into you)
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in to fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you (falling into you)
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

Oh I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star, oh
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XII

24 days and counting

DARLING~~ I just came back from KLCC and now I'm here for today's post. Talk about fast journalism right hahahaha Well, it all started off in the tiny village of Cheras where(Juan is going to deny this hahah) Juan was feeling so depressed because its been awhile since he saw my face and Rishi's face(had to put Rishi but really he missed me only huahuahua). So one day while I was onlining(if there really was such a word), he asked when am I going to visit him at KLCC. I said anytime also can haha so that was how today materialised.

Went there as Darling would already know, by KTM..Well unless Darling already forgoten when you read this then err the asnwer is there already hahaha. Been awhile since I used the KTM haha Met Rishi at KL Sentral. Then we went straight to KLCC. When we arrived at Starbucks, we were like " huh??? What happened la??"

Don't know if Darling could see from the picture but something happened at the Starbucks. That's why it's closed. For that I'll just let Juan fill you in on the story haha. So we went downstairs to check whether he's working at the ground level store. Yup, he was there and apparently he didn't notice us at all. Even though we sat right in front of the enterance haha He even walked passed us and didn't noticed. If it wasn't for Rishi and his "Silent Hands"(remember that Darling?? haha) molesting Juan hahaha we'd be sitting there all day.

It was crowded there so Juan took us back up to his store to catch up on things( not without the free drinks that is huahuahua) So we spent the half hour of his break time chatting hahaha Well our typicall conversation was filled with me cha-ed and everyone laughing ahaha Good times..Good times..

When his shift was over we decided to go and have dinner at KFC. There we continued of banter with him i.e. Juan being the loudest la of course hahaha(Juan jangan marah~) and that was the end of today's outing. Would be better if Darling was there haha When you come back here la k muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Till next time k Darling muahhhhh

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter XI

25 days and counting

Muah Darling..Today's post is a bit boring but just bear with me la..hahaha You know the Law test that is coming next..Well I was planning to let fate decide when I'm going to take it ahahah In my head I was saying "If today I did the pre-test thingy and score more than the passing mark twice I'll call the academy tomorrow and schedule for the test on Sunday". Surely enough I passed both times hahaha So Sunday is the 1st D-Day among all others that I'm going to go through. Honestly I'm not really worried but still there's doubt at the back of my head(not literally la haha ya2 I know lame) Nevermind, I'll use what time I have to brush up on my knowledge. Just like what Rishi told me on Tuesday "Tomorrow test, Today study la enough" hahaha

Today I did something extra hahaha well Its been awhile since I went and play basketball with Yem hahahaa I got few pictures for Darling. Premeditated hahaha saje mah cannot ka MUAHHHHHHH

Unfortunately after 30 minutes playing it rained SWT!!! hahahaha just about to enjoy. Next time I guess. Feels good actually being outside hahaha

Before I end today's post, I just want to share a song with Darling. Kept forgeting to download it but today I remembered hahaha MUAHHHHHHhhhHHHHHH

When You Tell Me That You Love Me

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know whats beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everythings easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter X

26 days and counting

Ohaiyo Darling~ hahaha Today's post comes rather late due to few factors:

1. There wasn't really much going on
2. I was busy being hungry hahaha
3. Played with Yaya most of the time hahaha

So now I'm here, free and available to write to you...MUAHHHHHHHHH. As number one states, today it wasn't really a productive day for me writing material-wise. Woke up late as usual...Watched tv and did a bit of studying for the law test. I'm adamant to take it on Sunday. Hopefully I can ace it la hahahaha yea hope for the best right(together with effort la if not, you'll just get nothing haha)

Anyways~ I think last night was the moment that I missed you the most while you're there. Don't know why I felt that way. Guess the Cafe thing made me realize that you were not here and that I really missed having you with me here. Haha it seems that I really need to buck up. Yea..yea sure.

Ok lo..Till tomorrow hopefully hahaha I'm suprised at the fact that I managed to write this many posts. Let see if I manage to completed the whole month with 31 posts hahaha We'll see then..

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter IX

27 days and counting

Hello Darling~ Today I went to UNITAR to see Rishi and discuss a bit about the cafe and as usual, I found it hard to wake up ahahaha woke up then slept back..woke up then slept back and so goes the cycle. Apparently I misplaced my matric card, was searching for it when I was about to leave. Must be in my room..Somewhere hahaha

Anyway~ When I came to library, Rishi wasn't there yet so I decided to check out the books in the library (might as well kan). I came across a rather interesting book, Guest-Based Marketing. It states that there are other ways for your establishment to generate more revenue other than increasing the customer's average bill. So I decided to loan the book la by using Rishi's Matric Card haha Hopefully I have the time to read the book la with the Law test and all. I'm thinking of taking it on Sunday. Best to get that out of the way as soon as possible right hahah GAMBARE!!!

Back to the discussion. We discussed about the Marketing of the Cafe and I told him about the ideas that we discussed on the other day. About the Breakfast Set and the err what ah owh ya the Stamp promotion hehe. He was happy with the idea, well I think he's happy hahaha you know la him, didn't really give much reaction on the matter haha.

Before we went to have our lunch, we decided to stop on by to see Din about the supplier price list. He said that we needed to see Fazrol for that. We were like, "Owh like that ah" hahaha Nevermind, so we went to have our lunch 1st. After lunch we went straight to see Fazrol...No..No, we went to see Rishi's car hahaha Apparently Rishi's car had another makeover haha His sister was driving fast and manage to dent the front part of the car and the plate number came off. So Rishi came to Uni without the front plate ahah

Back to the story, We went to see Fazrol. Guess what he said..He said he doesn't have the list for the supplies, the finace holds the list he added. HAIH~ and the other way he suggested is go see the supplier straight. Rishi was like, "to get one list we need to see so many people". So in the end we didn't get to see any list.

Later, we went straight to the cafe to check the layout. Apparent if we followed the proposed layout, there wont be space to walk around. So we spent our time arranging and deciding which is the best layout and we got one. Guess you'll see it when you see it la haha

Last agenda of the day is...........................................................................................................................








Ice-Blended hahahah I bought the usual Strawberry Ice-Blended hahaha and it was delicious when darling come back here I'll belanje k..MUAHHHHHHHHHH

Till next time k darling...

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter VIII

28 days and counting

Muah Darling..Today is Hari Raya Haji!!! hahaha well not really more excited than usual. Guess its the grown up thing where you wont feel as hyper as you were when you were a kid. Anyways, today as usual Muslims go to mosques or suraus to perform the Raya Prayers. The thing that differentiates Raya Aidilfitri and Raya Haji(Raya Aidiladha) is that after the prayers there will be the sacrification ceremony. Don't know whether you know this or not but we actually sacrifice the cow and share the meat and parts among the population, not simply because we like it(haha who knows kan)

This year my dad contributed a share in purchasing a cow to be sacrificed. Actually, his original plan was to gather his siblings in getting a cow to be sacrificed at his kampung because kampung folks generally appreciates it more. Well if you compare the living conditions between kampung folks and city folks you'll see who needs and will appreciate it more. In the end, the planned didn't work out due to a lot of factors so in the end my father contributed to the local mosque that we always go to.

Maybe one day me and my brothers, perhaps even my cousins can carry out my dad's wish. We'll see..

Okie this was another post, brought to you by your Issie haha MUAHHHHHHHHHH

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter VII

29 days and counting

Hello Darling!!! I just came back from the theory class at Metro Driving Academy and thank God what Darling and me hoped for came true. The person or should i say people(there were two) who conducted the class made it rather interesting. So I can safely say that I managed not to sleep in class hahaha...Don't think I was the oldest there(judging by people appearance la haha) but still just like what Darling said not much communication also haha...

There was one character that stands out from the crowd. There's this one guy who never stop to finish the instructor's sentence plus answering things loudly and not right at all. At first it was entertaining to see him do that but then as time goes on it became annoying and I was like saying SHUT UP!! so many times inside hahahaha.

Instructor: Kite mesti memperlahan kan ke..

X: KERETA!!

Instructor: Berapa markah dimerit??

X:13!!(the answer was 10)

Well you get the picture hahaha. The equation for the thing was Ehem...

(Continuous Finish+Wrong Answers)x(High Volume)=Me being annoyed

Hahaha all in all the class was ok. Next for me is to study the book and try the questions from the CD to get me ready for the Law test. Don't really know when to take it. We'll see whether it's the coming week or next Sunday if I'm confident enough.

Hope Darling enjoy yourself going out with Christie even if there were complications before. Darling deserve to have fun there after all the stress you gathered here. Good to know that Darling will get to eat Dim Sum tomorrow ahha MUAHHHHHHHHHH

Okie till next time Darling..

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter VI

30 days and counting

Afternoon Darling~~ Already had your lunch?? hahaha It's now a habit for me to sleep late and wake up late. How better to show that I'm in holiday mode right haha Nothing much to do during the hols la..The usual agenda being playing game, DOTA to be exact hahaha Will be working out throughout the day in short intervals and the err "focused workout session" would be late at night hahaha Enough of the nonsense intro, on to the post..Ehem

Today my thoughts are fully concentrated on tomorrow's class hahaha you know la me and my hardworking brain thinking a lot. Will be at the class from 9-5 or was it 9-4 haha forgot. Tomorrow hopefully I can reset my clock so that i could wake up early because I need to be at the centre by 8am...NVM~~~ Guess that would be a norm in my later years hahaha

You know what darling...After your call last night, It made me realise one thing...That I really miss you and that's why I keep on writing these letters. In a way, I feel as though by writing these letters, I'm talking to straight my lovely Darling. Sharing whatever feelings and events that I encounter while your away. That said, you're right the second time too saying that I write a lot here so that you wouldn't worry as much if I've told told you that I miss you..

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Was visiting Darling's old blog last night, don't know why, feeling sentimental perhaps. Guess what..It still made me smile when i read it. reading all about those past memories before you said yes. Quite the drama hahaha It's a testament to our past that was filled wit ups and down and its for our future reminiscence..I'll keep on reading it MUAHHHHHHHHHH

"Last Friday was the day which I made my confession, a day which I've decided to listen to my heart. I've been ignoring my heart and was listening to my head all this while until I realised that I can no longer hold the feelings. He's simply so loving that a girl could resist. I thought I was everything to him but now seems like he's my everything as well. I've never thought that a simple confession and change of status will change everything. Seems like he was holding himself back for every single word he told me last time. Ever since I've decided to give a try with him, everything changed, to something better, something I've never thought I'll get. I'm happy. ^_^"

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter V

31 days and counting

Oit Darling~ haha I think it's been ages since I oited u hahaha MUAH. Well on to the topic of the day. Today, after Friday prayers Yem brought me to enrol at Metro Driving Academy. Yeah I know..FINALLY right hahaha It's better now rather than when my life really gets busy. I'll be going to the theory class on Sunday. You know what Darling, before this I ever imagined that I got the license already and that I could drive so that I can drive you around and not the other way round. I really felt sad to see you being stressed out during the drive back to KL from Cameron. I'll do my best ok darling so that I can lessen your burden and really ehem... I WANT TO DRIVE hahhahaha MUAHHHHHHhhhhHHHH

Today's post is a bit short but guess it'll do for now hahahah till next time then..

P.s-I love you

Letters To My Darling-Letter IV

32 days and counting

DaRliNG~~ hahaha today the post is a bit late because I was busy doing something. Want to see what I did?? well probably you saw it already hahaha yea..It's been awhile since I did an artwork so I decided to do one. I drew it last night while waiting for the MU game to start. Turned out good if I do say so myself(note this is not self-bragging k hahaha)

Oh ya, I'm feeling better today. Body's not feeling weak anymore. Issie's strong mah that's why huahuahua owh and I found out that I'm not going back to Perlis this weekend. My parents wants to go back on the 25th. Hmmm I still don't know whether I'll be following because of the food tasting thing but we'll see la

Ehem..How are you darling?? haha Miss you mah. Waiting for your message but still it didn't come. Probably Darling is tired and will message later. I'll wait hahha

Ok lo Darling, That's today's post. We'll see what's install for tommorow..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you, I miss you and I'm waiting

Letters To My Darling-Letter III

33 days and counting

Darling today I woke up with the most excruciating pain. I had a soar throat. I hated having sore throat the most, more than having flu or fever. At least when it comes to flu and fever you don't really feel the pain sensation but when it comes to sore throat, you'll feel it every time you swallow your own saliva and you'll make it worse if you didn't. On top of that my body is feeling weak all around. Don't really know what's happening. Hmmmm maybe i outdid myself by exercising too much. Guess my body was not like it used to be. I need to go slow.

I'm writing this here and not telling you in my messages because I don't want you to worry about me. Your darling here still can 'tahan' hahaha So don't worry la k( well technically you won't worry also because you're not aware of it hahaha MUAH)

Okie till next time...I'll be thinking of you

P.s-I love you and I miss you

Letters To My Darling-Letter II

34 Days and counting

Guten Tag Darling haha today I didn't do much as usual. Woke up at 11 or 12 I don't remember haha because spent the night watching football match. Suppose Idris was to watch the match because its a Liverpool game but nevermind I didn't really have much to do plus he asked me to wake him up during half-time. Well I did stayed till half-time to wake him up but he flew to far in his dreams already and didn't wake up hahaha After that watched for awhile then as usual ter-slept la hahaha come to think about it, who switched off the tele ah??? hahahah

Today was more boring than usual because Darling is not online. So I was like err do I really need to on my MSN and YM again??? hahaha Come to think about it, I didn't really use IM to chat with others, I used it to chat with Darling hahaha Nevermind..I'll find things to do while you're away like getting smaller hahahah I'm in the process of shrinking already. Hopefully I'll shrink in time la hahaha just as Juan said that I need to suprise people hahaha

Oh ya..I might be going back to Arau, Perlis on Friday till Tuesday so the discussion with Rishi I'll do it the following day ok..Ok la darling this is it for today. I'll write again tommorow k..MUAHHHHHH

P.s-I love you(hahah does this ring a bell..EH!! I haven't return you the book yet kan AIYA later I'll give it back k hahah)

Letters To My Darling-Letter I

35 days and counting

Today Darling is going back to her hometown KK and I can't help feeling a bit saddened by the fact that I wont be able to see her for the whole month plus 4 days. I promised her that I would update my blog so that when she can online there in Sabah she'll know what I've been up to and so that she won't miss me too much.

Last night I was really down hearing the fact that Darling's mother want's her to do her practical back there in Sabah. To tell you the truth the same melancholic feeling that I've felt in the past seemed to creep back in at that very moment. At that very moment, I was torn between my head and my heart. On one hand, my heart tells me...

KEEP HOLDING ON TO HER, DON'T EVER LET HER GO

On the other, My head tells me...

DO THE RIGHT THING, LET HER BE HAPPY WITH HER FAMILY THERE

All I can say to her at that time was sorry.

"SORRY??!! WHY DID I SAY SORRY??!!"

Darling, I didn't mean it that way. I'm not sorry for loving you, never will i say that for I really do love you. Love is not an accident for me.

I'm sorry for putting you all through this..
I'm sorry for creating a mountain..
I'm sorry for being a secret for you to keep,
When it was really to be a great news for you to share with your family..
I'm sorry...

I'm not sorry for loving you..
Not even when things got tough for us..
I'm not sorry for having you..
Regret was never at my side when I confessed to you..
I'm not sorry...

I WILL HOLD ON TO YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO

HEART>HEAD

I LOVE YOU & WILL MISS YOU

P.s I'll be alright here, you go and have fun with your family and friends there ok. Say hi on my behalf and wish all of them a happy birthday

Yes..I am a Naruto fan(repeat it 10x)

haha as stated, this would be a post on Naruto. Friday's the day that I will get my weekly fix of Naruto. It's the day that I would say I'll anticipate for the whole week because the latest chapter of the Naruto Manga will come out hahaha. It's a weekly post you see and theintensity or the suspense is killing me ahahaa You know curiousity killed the cat?? Well in my case it didn't really kill me but eats me bit by bit and I'm not a cat, I'm a LION huahuahuahua You know August LEO..LION..Get it?? SIGH guess its lame haha anyway~~~~ This weeks post is about one of my favourite characters, KAKASHI well..this few weeks is centered around him la hahaha You would do good if you download it yourself too hahah here's the link NARUTOFAN.COM(hmmm I've noticed that I've been linking more nowadays hahaha well just learned how that's why ahhaha)

Till next time Tschus~~

Exams Over.....Wohooo?

Well this semester's exam is not really over yet. Tomorrow's the last paper and its German. To tell you the truth, I'm not really worried about it. What I'm more concerned with is the feeling that i felt during the whole exam period. Usually during this time I'll be scouring books and the net for salvation and ways to solve tricky(tricky usually due to lack of study on my part la hahaha) questions but this time around I've taken a rather lax approach to the whole thing.

I've been wondering why but didn't really find any plausible answer. Aber(haha see I'm still practicing my german) I came to device a hypothesis on my recent condition. I'm actually at that point where my Uni life is about end and nearing my working life and after all the projects and presentations I felt as though I'm ready for a new challenge in life. Not to sound too cocky but i feel that all these while I've been hiding my own potential and now is the time that I need to explore what i can achieve in life with my abilities, abilities that I've honed during my great and educational Uni experience. I guess that is also one of the reason that I decided to try and manage the Uni's cafe(if you're new to the cafe thing you should see Darling's Excitement vs Restlessness piece and don't be too lazy just click the link haha ) together with Darling, Rishi and Kecik. New challenge and new experience. We'll see what may come from it all and maybe then I'll be wishing for a more typical student life hahahaha.

Good luck to me, good luck to Darling, good luck to Rishi and good luck to Kecik. Lets make the Cafe our next great adventure.

GAMBARE!!!!!
(It's like a need to put it in hahaha)

Yeah, It's that time of the month..

WE'RE 8 ALREADY DARLING!!!!!!
AND WE'LL GROW MORE TOGETHER
MAY ALL OUR DAYS BE HAPPY AND MERRY

REMEMBER OUR PAST, LIVE OUR PRESENT, DREAM OF OUR FUTURE



I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL..

XOXOXOXO

Dream On~~

This post is not a tribute to the Aerosmith song neither is it a diss post to someone but it is my dream for the future. For those who we're in Dr. Naim's class would know(hahaha yea wanted to put it in cannot ka).

I really did not have any dream of what I would become one day. To tell you the truth I've often let fate decide on my future. Such as my choice of Uni, I certainly was not aware of the presence of UNITAR until my mum said "Lets go check UNITAR out" hahaha

But now I'm dreaming..I'm dreaming big time hahaha(note: not reference to me day-dreaming k). Now I can see my target in life, all i need now is the route to get to it and to know it I need to work hard(something that was not really in my dictionary previously haha) and presevere with all that i need to do to get there. To get to the future, my future...

First things first, I WANT TO GRADUATE hahah well not only graduate but graduate with first class honours. So in order to achieve that i must maintain A's till i graduate(which if i said this during my schooling years would be ultimately impossible hahahaha). I want to smile proudly during my convocation ceremony and be happy with all my friends. Hugs will be shared all around and tears will flow hahaha *imagining* hmmmmm (*.*) GAMBARE!!!

Next, I WANT TO WORK my way up the ladder and become one of the senior executives or general managers of a 5-star hotel..YEAH!! I want to save money for my family and ultimately to prepare me for the next stage of my life...GAMBARE!!

I WANT TO MARRY MY DARLING and build our family together. I'll shower her with all the LOVE i can give. I want to make her happy and will make her life comfortable, safe and secure..GAMBARE!!

I WANT TO HAVE A JAPANESE THEMED HOUSE on me and my darling's plot of land...GAMBARE!!!

I WANT TO RUN A LODGING BUSINESS WITH MY FRIENDS. It will be a partnership of me, darling and Rishi. It will be a little bit like a Japanese Ryokan...GAMBARE!!!

I WANT TO TRAVEL WITH MY DARLING. A must destination for me is Old Trafford and watching any MU game. JAPAN, IRELAND and SCOTLAND is also in the list...GAMBARE!!!

I WANT TO OWN A HUMMER AND A LOTUS ELISE. Wel it's already self-explained haha ehem...GAMBARE!!!

Lastly, I WANT TO BE A LECTURER following the footsteps of my mum and dad. This would be my final dream when achieved I want to enjoy life to the fullest with Darling MUAH...GAMBARE!!!

So I'll keep on dreaming till the dream comes true

GAMBARE!!!!!!!!!

Yay 2 Yemass!! haha...

The 21st of October was a great day..Not because i stayed at home while the rest went to Uni or the fact that i played game every chance that i had..It was a great day because my brother attended his convocation ceremony..hmmmm well proly just a good day for me and a great day for him..haha NEVERMIND its a great day hahaha.

The Man of the Day

Haih..once hamsap always hamsap..hahaha

The Proud Parents

Actually I was kinda disappointed because I didn't get the chance to be with him throughout the whole ceremony. WHY you may ask..Well the reason is simple..I LOVE MY BROTHER..I want to be there when he is happy because he's always been there for me...From gluing my fingers together with glue(was it Uhu or Gam Gajah ah??? hahaha) to teman-ing me to buy stuff(when I was small k hahaha), he was always there..always..And for that i really thank you...*HUGS*

Raye 08 Woohoooo!!!!

Ok I'm writing this post just to share my Raya. There'll be a lot of pics( I think haha) so if you think It's a bit long then rest for a while then continue ahaha...

Raya At Uncle Cho's
Hmmm..This would be the first raya that they celebrate without their son, my cousin, Syed Nor. He passed away not that far back with the doctors unable to determine the cause of death. He was 24. When I heard the news I was in UNITAR, taking care of the new intake's registration. Through the registration i didn't really show any emotions but when it finished, I began to think about my cousin and the promise that i made to myself and I couldn't contain myself and tears came down straight from my eyes. Well that was then, now I'm writing about the raya so enough of that. When we arrived at the house, we can see that they are really happy to see visitors. It's only just the two of them living there.

Idris, Ila and Uncle Cho in the background

haha a rare sibblings picture


Yem with his DRAMA haha


RUN!!! Ila just farted huahuahua


Yaya doing what she does best..Being Cute haha

Raya At Uncle Bun's
The last time i went to Uncle Bun's house for raya was two years ago so i made it a point to go this raya. He lives just behind well not really just behind but near my house haha. I actually like to come to his house because he's one of the more colourful uncles that i have haha and I really love to hear stories from him..He's a great story teller(with all the dramatization haha). Hmmm come to think of it most of my fathers sibblings are great story teller hahah guess it runs in the family.

One thing that we came to know on that day is that my cousin, Raja Syazwina is good with the camera soooooo~~~~~ hahaha u know what comes next la..

Hmmmm a very good looking family especially the one in gray hahah ehem


Picture with the cousins err well minus one who is in Aussie..Syazwina is the most left


Uncle Bun with his drama face haha and My Abah


Issie: Hmmmmm What pose should i do

Yaya: Hmmmmm why not more of my picture
Yem: Yea~ I'm in the picture


Mama and Abah

Yaya and Uncle Bun with a smile..hmmm he doesn't smile much woh

My Open House 08
On the 13th of October, my family did our Raya Open House. Last year I didn't invite my Uni friends because i knew that my bro is inviting 40 of his friends(well 13 i guess the rest invited themselves i guess). This year I invited them just to save face la hahaha. Yea so this year Nini, Juan, Rishi, Kecik and my darling Julie came. Out of them all only Rishi and Juan who came to my family's open house before. I've been getting stick from Nana because I didn't invite her well yea hahah that's a different story hahaha.

Nini, Juan and Kecik


Rishi and Pak Imam Juan hahaha


Darling Julie wearing a lovely baju kurung..muahhhh

Well, the story is that Darling always wanted to buy a set of baju kurung..Soooo before Raya during puasa month me, Ila and Darling went to Shah Alam to buy her one. We went to err PKNS, SACC and Plaza Alam Sentral(PAS for those who are native there haha). We searched high and low for the right baju kurung for her. When we got it we were really happy..I know Darling was happy..I was really happy because I could make her happy plus she really looked beautiful when she first put on th baju kurung MUAH..

I was actually planning to wear baju melayu for the open house but didn't really have any that matched her's so ok lo...Then one day while Yem was clearing the closet he saw one well the upper part of the set then few days later Ila saw the pants for it...Haha I was like wahhhhhh haha really thank God. Darling didn't really know about this because i planned to surprise her on that day hahaha. SOOooooooOOOO Here it is....

A great pair if I do say so myself haha MUAH


I made the Grilled Lamb and the Cheese Chicken. Yem made the Grilled Squid and the Brocolli
Mama made the Masak Lemak


Haha Yaya caught eating..Yum2

Why la Juan so Gloomy??


Haha Farewell picture I guess..

Juan's Open House
On the 25th of October, Juan and the gang(Ida, Mizi, Hajar, Rayme and Iffa) invited me and the gang haha(Julie, Rishi, Nini, Kecik and Nazmi) to their open house at their apartment. It's the 1st open house that they did together.

Dishes that are served

Uik There's something familiar with these cookies hahah





Haha why la Rishi..You don't want to show how close we are ka?

Actually had fun talking to my friends that day plus we all watched a bit of our "new" Sarawak DVD hahaha which really made all of us laugh. Seeing the hyper us when we were there haha.

Haha Darling and Rishi goofing around outside


"Family" Picture haha

Batch06 Contingent

Batch08 Rules!!!


Haha Kesian Batch09


The Hosts

Well That's the end of my Raya this year. I really think this year I had a fun Raya because went to lots of open houses especially my friends. Hopefully next year would be the same or even better YEAH!!!! haha

I know it's kind of late...err well Raya is one month what ahhaha soooooo Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin!!!